'Tis the season for lonely

I had a nice, uplifting post planned sharing some insights and questions from reading this week. 

Instead I'm having a night filled with choffy and crochet. Really what I want is someone to talk to, share my insights, plan Christmas, tell me the hats are going to be waaaayyy too small because I didn't take the time to gauge. 

I don't want lonely to be forever, I wish I knew what was up ahead for me.